I just got into bed a while ago. My body is warm but my back is cold. I can't believe I cheated, I started fasting today but in the evening my body was cold and I needed to eat something warm. Oh well, at least I didn't eat as much as I usually do.

I can't sleep, I have too much on my mind. I feel like just going far away from everyone and being buy myself for a while. No internet, no fancy food and alcohol, no distractions, just quietness. I've felt like this for a lot of my life since I was a kid. I could never do this because I couldn't afford to and now that I can the whole world is locked down. Great!

I wish I had my books and photos, I should have taken them when I left. That was stupid of me. Ain't no way I'm gonna go get them. I'm done with that part of my life... I think I should try and do a course this month? I suck at formal education. Not because I'm not smart, I just like learning my own way and being educated in ways which aren't normal. I also get to meet great people this way.

My back is a little warmer now. Work wasn't very busy today. I feel like the day and week went by so quickly. I cut my hair and shaved my beard today. It'll probably be back again next week... I've been off Twitter for a week, except for when I wanted to watch a live the other night about business and networking in Nigeria but the connection was bad so I left. It's nice being ignorant to everytging that's going on in the world. I hear bits and pieces but I don't bother much to research. I feel happy.

That's it for tonight/this morning. I'm just gonna lay her until I fall asleep. Don't forget to do something nice for someone who can't repay you this weekend.