It's Sunday, 10 May 2020. I just ate supper a while ago, I cooked spinach and rice. I'm sitting on the couch while writing this, simultaneously listening to Malcolm Gladwell on Joe Rogan's podcast. I feel happy.
Today is Mother's Day. In exactly one month from now it will be 11 years since my mom has died. I miss her. I miss her a lot but I'm not sad. I don't think she would have wanted me to be sad. I wish she could have lived to see me have a family someday. She would have been the best grandmother ever, but I also think that she would be the kind of grandmother who spoils her grandchildren too much :)
I spent today doing laundry and watching videos of buskers on YouTube. I love seeing people who are creative do what they love, and I love music. I also played the guitar a little. I really need to start practicing again. I can't wait to own my own house, my three non-negotiables are a prayer room, a music studio and a bar. Other than that I don't mind what it looks like as long as it makes me feel good and is in good condition.
I wanted to write a lot more this weekend but I'm not sure how to best put some of my thoughts in words and not seem like I'm giving advice. I'm also thinking of fasting for a while, I feel more ready now. Maybe I'll start during the week. I'm going to start drinking Moringa tea in the mornings again. I'm starting to feel fit and healthy again so I need to make sure I keep feeling this way.
I have lots on my mind but not much to write at the moment, this is just an update of my day. It was a good day. I feel that this will be a really good week. If you somehow end up reading this, I hope you all have a good week too. If you're a mother, happy mother's day! Here's a pic of my mom and I in case you're interested...