I just woke up. I was programming until around 2:00 AM this morning. I feel much better today.
Yesterday was weird, but I needed it. I need those days where I can just feel how I feel whether it's good or bad. I need to feel it all and then just let it go and focus. Sometimes it takes a day, other times a few days but it always comes to an end. This is one of the reasons I like living alone, there's nobody to try to stop me feeling bad and forcing me to be happy when I don't want to be. I can do it on my own, I just need time to feel and think.
It's a lovely day to go to the park or the koppie, I wish they were open. I wonder what this week will be like, I hope it's a good one. I wanna get lots done, both at work and personal stuff. I need to order another charger and masks again today because the others are taking too long to arrive and I have to go out this week. I wonder what it feels like to breathe in a mask, I haven't worn one.
I wish I was at the beach, I dreamt that I was. I don't dream of meaningful stuff, I just dream about what I want my life to be like. I could live on the beach, oneday I hope to when I'm old. I wonder what country I'll be living in then? I supposed to be fasting but I didn't. I am intermittently though. I don't really feel like cookng, is it safe to order from Uber Eats? Probably not. I've spent too much money on that app anyway...
I watched a documentary on Dr. Sebi yesterday. That dude was definately a healer. It sad how big corporations get rid of people who are a threat to their financial making abilities. Anyway may battery is on 1% now, I'd better stop writing.
Be kind today, don't hate on anyone because you may be that person someday even if you try not to. You can never fully control every part of your life :)